No parachutes no safety nets here
One foot on the water to face these fears
I'm coming out strong like I can't be wrong
I said "hey, I won't fall in the middle"
Mat Kearney

I want it to be as simple as yes or no...instead it's full of maybe's and at the middle of it all is the most honest and unconditional friendship I've ever experienced.
It almost hurts more when there's no drama...no anger...only questions with no answers and an ever aproaching departure date...the gradual end of something we've spent 2 and a half years fighting for and the thought of someday waking up and being without my best friend.