Realizing

That I have a crap ton of stuff to do before the end of the semester.
That I really will miss a lot of things about Bemidji.
That a part of me is oh so ready to leave this time in my life....and part of me wants to hang on to now forever.
That I'm a lot stronger than I've thought I was for a really long time.
That things are more complicated than anyone will ever know...but moments of pure simplicity save me from getting lost in the complications.
That most days I really don't know what tomorrow will bring and suprise - the world hasn't ended yet.