This weekend was a blur of boys. No drama...just safety and comfort and me developing the courage to stay when I want and leave when I want.
There was pasta and Balderdash...brunch and homework at Starbucks. The signing of a lease, Christmas shopping, and a strong departure.
A drive full of how are you's and I'm glad your comings...hours of conversation and food made while I relaxed.
"How can I help?" I asked.
"Sit here and just hang out with me," he said. It was good. Something about him feels like home, even after all this time.
Comfort...peace...stars...
I'm ready.
For everything.