I drift between being ready and not ready but mostly I just want to pack up my car and drive back to Minneapolis and live in my aparment and have life be just as it was a month ago.
Why is forcing change (phrase stolen from her) so necessary to do the things I want to do in life? Dreams are much easier to live when they're only inside of your head.
I know I'll be fine, but there's always that 'I'll hate it there and make no friends and life will be hell' fear. I felt like this right before I left for college, too, only now I'm leaving 2 homes instead of 1...and then there's this boy who I expect to just walk in the door at any moment, enabling my life as I loved it to return to normal, only now he's 500 miles, soon to be 1,000 miles away and things are oh so un normal.
Why is forcing change (phrase stolen from her) so necessary to do the things I want to do in life? Dreams are much easier to live when they're only inside of your head.
I know I'll be fine, but there's always that 'I'll hate it there and make no friends and life will be hell' fear. I felt like this right before I left for college, too, only now I'm leaving 2 homes instead of 1...and then there's this boy who I expect to just walk in the door at any moment, enabling my life as I loved it to return to normal, only now he's 500 miles, soon to be 1,000 miles away and things are oh so un normal.
posted by Julie @ 10:43 AM
1 Comments:
At 1:35 PM ,
Jake said...
change is almost better than bacon, or in your case...bean sprouts topped with bean sprouts on a bedding of free range tofu? I love that you're a vegetarian julie, it provides so much HILARIOUS material
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