If I stayed we could be together like normal people are together.
No more blocking off entire weekends, no more sleeping without him if I really want to sleep next to him.
I can make him dinner, watch a movie, and then he can leave...or stay...we'll have a choice.
No more pressure to make every moment count. No more planning out everything.
Spontaneous romance and real life with him in the same place.
The thought of that makes my heart beat fast.