Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
James Blunt

So cliche, but incredibly true. It's over...for now, which means I'm single...for now. There is no anger or fighting or resentment - the opposite actually - a very painful realization that despite the love and history and support for/belief in each other that still exists, what we have is not enough. I refuse to fight for this long distance, not after doing it for 2 years, and he can't, or won't, move. He's trying but there comes a point when trying isn't good enough and I have to pick up the pieces of the past 2 and a half years and move on, not knowing exactly what life has in store for either one of us.
I love him.
He's my best friend.
I can see myself marrying him someday.
But today we broke up, and despite the tears neither one of us could stop crying, I think it was the right decision.