Not Ready...

Spoiled by a 4 day weekend...by taking time off from homework and Senate...by not having to clean and do dishes...by spending more money than I should have.
The hardest thing to do is adjust to the contrast. He's either totally with me or totally not. There are no dates where I get ready, he picks me up, we go out, and he drops me off. No surprise dinners, no notes left on his door. No seeing him for five minutes at the end of a bad day, no celebrating for 5 minutes with him at the end of a good day. It's all or nothing, and it's hard to get used to. I'm not complaining, not even saying I wish it would change - just saying that it's hard to adjust.