Memories

i know there’s little use in crying
it’s more wide awake and dying then i’m used to
i thought we’d walk these streets together
now i’m hoping that i’ll never have to meet you
step aside from all this anger
and somewhere in between i can feel you
ask me should we try again
i’m thinking no
y’know, it’s not what i believe in
it’s not what i believe in

- Howie Day -

A song that reminds me of sitting in Brandon's house, his room mate playing guitar down the hallway. A relationship that was so much but never enough, and a boy I loved but who was not the partner I needed.
So grateful for the people we became - for the fact that we realized our paths should not be one and separated, and for the boy who eventually became the person I will spend the rest of my life with.

But songs bring back old memories. "I thought we'd walk these streets together now I'm hoping that I'll never have to meet you."
Exactly.